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Dec 16th
(Credit to 9LAW, Dkun, and this person for the images I shamelessly stole off of Pixiv)
(Part of a 12-day series fondly remembering some of the best moments in anime this year. Participants include: lolikitsune, lelangir, Owen S, FuyuMaiden, IKnight, Zeroblade, Nazarielle, ghostlightning, TheBigN, ETERNAL, Mike, A Day Without Me, digitalboy, Josh, otou-san, Culchann and Pontifus, IcyStorm, Cokematic,
koneko-chan, and miz, and you’re welcome to join too!)

Speaking of ‘my roots’, and ’shipping couples’, I’ll have to admit that shonen romances like Haruka’s Secret aren’t as far back as I go.
Rather, for those of you who are more familiar with the extended version of my username – and you really shouldn’t be, because it’s really embarrassing – Cardcaptor Sakura was my first anime, in any form. As such, I can consider it my true defining anime.
Although I haven’t seen it in my modern fansub-watching era, the fact that I watched it 3 times through (at 70 episodes apiece) gives some proof that 1) I was very obsessive in my younger days and 2) it has shaped a lot of who I am and what I watch, whether I think so or not.
As such, I have had more than a little affinity for magical girl shows; or at least the more mature of the lot. After all, what makes this genre most endearing to people like me, isn’t the rampant pinkness, or the fact that everyone’s an elementary schoolgirl, but rather the surprising depth in many of its ilk.
Although shows like Cardcaptor Sakura look like they could only be of use to those with a child’s mind, the surprising truth is that many of the themes and character interactions appeal to the older sect.
After all, how many of you liked romance when you were a kid? And yet, magical girl shows are full of couplings, sometimes not even hetero ones. And there’s this amazing concept of character development. This is what makes magical girl anime, so magical in a sense. They appeal to both your inner child and your inner adult.
But admittedly, not all magical girl anime fall into to this category. There are still those which exist only to pander to the lolicon, or those which are honestly too cutesy and fluffy for their own good (or at least for the good of a college-age male).
Shugo Chara is an interesting case to study, how it falls right on that border of the great magical girl anime.

12 Moments of Anime 2008
#10: Shugo Chara – 44
After a short phase of getting to know Shugo Chara, I was fairly quickly smitten with its ways of almost trivializing the ‘magic’ in ‘magical girl’. The raw, overwhelming power of Amu’s three transformations, for me, deemphasized the aspect of the genre I disliked – overly pink and feminine displays of shiny lights and monster-of-the-week fights.
In its place was a strong core of characters and character interaction, with what looks to be a much less predictable romance endgame. Amu’s weak yet strong character was easily endearing, and I can actually say I don’t know whether she will end up with Ikuto or Tadase (if either) in the end, much less which one is the better choice.
Such fun with character shipping, combined with the generally warm and fuzzy feel of your average episode, made Shugo Chara very much worth it for me.
And then, things began to fade. Maybe it was watching the set of bloggers following Shugo Chara get mercilessly torn apart by fangirls. Maybe it was the endless stream of filler brought on by the announcement of a second season.
But eventually, Shugo Chara had less and less importance in my anime queue. Enough to make me wonder if it really was, as I claimed, the “magical girl for the 21st century”.

Luckily, I am somewhat of a blessed fan. Even though I try to lose faith in anime, try to discredit anime like Clannad ~After Story~ and Shugo Chara, more often then not my skepticism is quickly disproven.
Maybe it’s a lowering of my standards that allows anime to blow me away; an artificial improvement in the anime, as it were. But nevertheless, I’m glad such a thing can happen, to prevent me from becoming a cynic.
I think, one of the best examples was relatively recent in the Shugo Chara timeline, in episode 44. It was my first step back into the anime in months; after the high-quality stunner of a fight with Utau in the previous episode, Recap Filler wasn’t something I was looking forward to at all.
However, since I had a strong desire to catch up with the second season, I decided to push on, despite the stench of “Oh God I’ve seen this already, do they think I’m stupid or what?”
And … well … Recap Filler it was. Until the last few minutes.

That was when Kairi Sanjou decided he’d make this episode worth it.
Kairi has always been, probably my second-favorite Shugo Chara male character. You can imagine why – glasses plus a cool demeanor (not to mention green hair) always is a good combination, almost reminiscent of Eriol from Cardcaptor Sakura.
And so I enjoyed the time with him on screen, especially as he played his double-role as Easter agent and Amu fanboy (er, Guardian). But as the time ticked down on his part, with his last episode – a filler episode – looking to be rather weak.
This was rather a shame for me; my true favorite in the show, Nagehiko, was already long gone, shipped away to Somewhere Else Land despite being, probably one of the more complex, and more intriguing characters, almost Tomoyo-like in nature. I was extremely tempted to put in her (his) last episode (the 24th) as the Shugo Chara moment instead … as that one was solid all the way through.
This moment was more intriguing for its placement and punch. Right as Kairi’s ready to step out of the show for a good long time, he says two things…

“I’m ahead of you, Tadase.”
“Amu Hinamori, I love you. Always and forever, I love you. One day, when I become a suitable man, I’ll come back for you.”
It’s enough to make any girl swoon~! Since I was feeling more masculine at the moment, I had to resort to fistpumping and raising my hands (’it’s good~’) to show my support of this side of Kairi. This was the Kairi that made this show better. The one that was absolute in his resolution, strong like a steel sword and every bit as sharp.
Ahaha~ even I sound like a bit of a fangirl here. Maybe I’ve gone a bit overboard, but that’s what this project is for.
I know Nagehiko’s coming back in the second season, I can only hope Kairi does too. After all, if I can be inspired to this much poetic fangirl ranting, at the end of a filler episode, who knows what other things Shugo Chara might bring us in the future?
-CCY
Dec 15th
(Part of a 12-day series fondly remembering some of the best moments in anime this year. Participants include: lolikitsune, lelangir, Owen S, FuyuMaiden, IKnight, Zeroblade, Nazarielle, ghostlightning, TheBigN, ETERNAL, Mike, A Day Without Me, digitalboy, Josh, otou-san, Culchann and Pontifus, IcyStorm, Cokematic,
koneko-chan, and miz, and you’re welcome to join too!)
I will admit to having more than a little affinity for the pretentious.
I watch ADHD artistic cry-fests like ef ~a tale of melodies~, write blogposts that are longer than a standard-issue humanities essay, and adore nearly anything incomprehensible and mindscrewy.
And shonen action anime tend to fall afoul of my taste? Naruto? Bleach? Not my deal. It’s not to the point where I sit in a Starbucks with a beret and a Mac laptop, scoffing down on the mainstream, but definitely I find myself the odd man out in many groupings of anime fans.
But unlike your standard pretentious person, I hope to still remain a bit in touch with the more ‘basic’ anime. To prove to myself that anime doesn’t have to be fancy, have to be deep, to be good.
Perhaps that ‘good’ is a different ‘good’ than that of shows like ef, but nevertheless a unifying force that makes me really feel that being an anime fan is worth it.
And I had quite an enjoyably nostalgia trip this year, returning to my roots in shonen romance, arguably one of the simplest (and quite often, most pandering) genres out there.
It was doubly enjoyable, because I found out, I can still love these simple stories about love.
12 Moments of Anime 2008
#11: Nogizaka Haruka no Himitsu – 07

Haruka’s Secret is somewhat of a personal enigma.
It’s a very simple show. So simple, it should be insulting. It’s a storyline out of a million shonen romances: rich (or otherwise exciting) girl and normal guy fall in love.
It’s not a bad premise by any means, but when you see it done three times in a season, you start to feel a bit tired. Not to mention that production studios tend to add little extras to the mix, in order to ’spice it up’ or make it otherwise interesting to the standard fanboy.
Such extras include breasts, panties, fogged-out breasts and panties, and concepts like ‘hey let’s make kissing an integral part of the storyline by making the girls survive on carbon dioxide’.
At the best, it’s blatant pandering, at the worst, it’s outright voyeurism and perversion. And it sells. Maybe it’s not the greatest fact, not the face of anime that you want to show to your friends, but it pays the bills and paves the way for greater things.
I can’t hate on it for that reason. But I can safely say most rational people will be outside of the target audience for these kinds of shows.

Haruka’s Secret … feels different to me.
The easy explanation for it, is that it doesn’t resort to physical pandering, but rather, emotional pandering.
Maybe it’s the fact that emotional pandering is more friendly to both genders, but it’s generally always been more widely accepted than its breast-baring, panty-flashing counterpart.
And so while the characters of Haruka’s Secret are every bit as wildly implausible as those from similar shows in the genre, the fact that they spent a larger amount of time blushing than bouncing endeared them to quite a wide audience.
Or maybe I’m making this up. Maybe the subset of anibloggers who enjoyed Haruka’s Secret and participated in coining the meme “F*** YES HAND HOLDING” is smaller than I thought.

But I can safely say, I found Haruka’s Secret adorable and absolutely heart-melting.
At least during the course of the beginning half of the show – if you are familiar with my review, you may remember that by the end of it, I was heartbroken like a teenager experiencing his first love.
Such a metaphor is fitting, not just for the two characters doing just the same in this anime, but for my reminiscence of this show.
It started well – too well – almost like a dream. I was absolutely smitten. Haruka’s Secret could do no wrong.
Haruka was to die for, Yuuto was dashingly elegant and refined (well, at least, relative to the typical shonen romance lead), and the side cast was strong. The pace was brisk and the content nonstandard.
Of course, the facade, the perfect image, breaks down after a while, whether you embrace your love or not, and eventually Haruka’s Secret sort of … fell on its face.

But still, I feel that I can look back on it fondly with the warmth of a first crush, those fond memories, that ‘ah, those were the days’ feeling. Except, I don’t think I have that regret (you know what I mean) regarding Haruka’s Secret. Even if it ended poorly, there will always be F***ING HAND HOLDING.
At this point I realize I’m coming dangerously close to tl;dr status and haven’t yet reached the moment in question. This might be one of many moments this year, where it’s not really a moment, but more of an overall experience with an anime in general. A long-term relationship instead of a short, passionate burst.
My notes for this episode were extremely helpful, labeled only “MOE MOE HARUKA”, which like most of the first few episodes probably meant I was falling head over heels for the sweet Haruka x Yuuto interactions.
This episode featured Haruka at Yuuto’s house (amidst some less cool ‘drama’) for the first time, and since everyone in Japan is really awkward regarding personal space, lots of ye’ olde Teenage Awkwardness ensues.
Only, somehow, it feels … real. Yuuto fantastizes like the man he is, but also is respectful and gentlemanly when it gets down to it. Haruka is adorable in almost a childlike-way in this episode, touching but not breaching the walls of moeblobbery.
It’s probably not the standout moment among the many episodes of Haruka’s Secret, but rather, one of the more exemplary instances of how Haruka and Yuuto, together, in their own little back-to-basics, sweet-as-all-hell way, can melt the heart of even the most pandering-proof person.
I’ll ship this couple all the way to the Moon and back.
-CCY

Dec 14th
(Part of a 12-day series fondly remembering some of the best moments in anime this year. Participants include: lolikitsune, lelangir, Owen S, FuyuMaiden, IKnight, Zeroblade, Nazarielle, ghostlightning, TheBigN, ETERNAL, Mike, A Day Without Me, digitalboy, Josh, otou-san, Culchann and Pontifus, IcyStorm, Cokematic,
koneko-chan, and miz, and you’re welcome to join too!)
What difference does a year make?
Two years ago, I spelled Kanon with a c and two n’s and didn’t know what a fansub was.
One year ago, I thought “USODA” is a strange type of drink, and that mahjong isn’t very manly at all.
And now, in 2008, I’m here for the second time trying to come up with something suitably dramatic – one might say overdramatic – to introduce the first day in an extended project that is bringing together anibloggers from all over the world, in one giant display of …
… of, well, massive fanboy(slashgirl)ism.
The Twelve Moments of Anime is a homage to the famous Twelve Days of Christmas song, except our lover (one might say waifu) is anime and their gifts are those precious moments that make you really glad to be a fan.
And let me tell you, if you’re dedicated enough to be writing something like this, you’re definitely a fan.
Even if we wildly disagree on what’s awe-inspiring and what’s not – not to mention the dozens of other issues anibloggers clash over on a daily (hourly, minutely, etc) basis, the overall feeling of this event, I’m hoping, is the same, and that’s one of passion.
Quite often the anime scene seems so dark and gritty, with companies collapsing, and each season seeming to be less and less radiant than the last. And while I can only hope the first part is not as gloom-and-doom as I state, the second part is rather untrue – I’m always finding, if not great series, little moments of greatness in good series.
Little reminders that, anime can be great. It can be tear-inducing. It can be hand-clenchingly dramatic. It can be side-splittingly hilarious.
And sometimes, it can be … well … very, very captivating. Read the rest of this entry »
Dec 1st

Let’s get ready to reflllllllllleeeeeeecccccccttttttt!
My most ambitious blogging project from last year returns with enthusiasm, and I find myself at quite the loss for words on how to hype it.
I could just go the typical overdramatic style, embellishing the Twelve Days Project with all the flair and intensity of your average superhero movie, replete with punchy, choral music and lots of cuts to black and angsty voiceovers, but somehow, that doesn’t seem to fit something like this.
Even though dramatization and plenty of emotion is something that would definitely fit it, somehow I imagine the Twelve Days Project as something that would come out of a slice-of-life more, almost Aria-esque in its raw warm-fuzzy-ness.
This is because the Twelve Days Project is composed of more than a fair bit of nostalgia; it’s an annual tradition I decided to pioneer last year, as a nostalgic look back upon a year well spent on anime. Based around the traditional Twelve Days of Christmas celebration, Twelve Moments of Anime is a countdown of some of our most loved or remembered anime moments over the last year.
I say our, because, as with last year with the Anime Blogging Coalition, I’m extending an invitation to everyone in the otakusphere to count down with me, if only for a few days, and remember some of the moments that help make anime what it is today.
Amidst all the dreariness of companies collapsing and season previews sucking, and Akasaka episode after Akasaka episode, it’s quite a refreshing feeling to look back on all the times that really made us glad to be anime fans. Because there is a heart of gold buried beneath it all, and it’s that feeling that I wish to pull out and treasure.
So, in short:
December 14th to Christmas Day (the 25th).
Twelve moments in anime, one a day.
Let’s join in a display of enthusiasm and spirit~
It doesn’t have to be anime from this year. (Just as long as you watched it this year, is my guideline.) It doesn’t even have be a particularly ‘good’ moment. Whatever happens to evoke emotion in you, that was really memorable … that’s what I’m looking for.
Those moments that stick with you, through your troubled times and your happy times, that really make that passion within you burn…
-CCY

Ironically, I have yet to finish either anime I have pictured in this post.
Jan 1st
And that’s that. Welcome to 2008, everyone.
Now before I pass out and take a break from blogging for a few days (or just go light on the posting), it’s time to talk a walk on the meta side and have a little reflection on the blogging part of the ‘anime blogging’ concept now.
Through 150+ entries and nine months, my posting schedule and content has changed a few times to settle on the plan of posts every other day, about anything and everything, as long as I can rant about it at sufficient length.
I’m self-centered and so I blog about whatever the heck I want – which usually entails a lot of complex deconstructing of simple shows – but I’m curious as to what the people on the other side of the glass think.
What features did you enjoy this year? What would you want to see more of? Less of? Please do note that I’m referring mainly to things that went on this year – I, too, think it would be something fresh and new to drop everything and start writing yaoi dango lemons, or something equally non-sequitor, but chances are that visual novel shows are going to remain the forte of this blog for times to come.
How are the non-post aspects of the blog? Is the layout too blue? Too wordy? Too Blogger?
Any other thoughts? Don’t feel obligated to answer this like a questionnaire – answer what you feel about the most. If you want to spend your comment criticizing my irrational Nagato fandom, so be it.
(But don’t be surprised if you see men in black suits at your door the next day.)
All input is appreciated, and I hope that both I, the writer, and you, the readers, can continue to enjoy your time spent at Eternity for many…eternities to come.
-CCY
(And you always wondered why the doors were locked behind you.)

And in case you were wondering about the guards…
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